I can’t do this……..
Ok, so one of the major lessons God has been teaching me over the past couple of weeks is that I can’t do this….. ALONE! This is one of those lesson you talk about all the time and sound great in discussion or teaching but is much different when you actually do it. The reason for this is it is our nature to try to accomplish everything on our own, and even though we may say with our mouth we want God to be in control our actions often times say otherwise.
One of the scriptures that has been resounding in my heart is: Zechariah 4:6 ”Not by might, nor by power but by My Spirit, says the Lord Almighty.” Notice is says by My Spirit, not by my abilities,or creative gifts, or anything I can contribute, only by His Spirit. No matter how hard I try or how well I plan if you take out the key component in that equation, then you have a recipe for disaster. Don’t get me wrong I do believe you need to prepare, but when your preparation begins to supersede your prayer life and dependence on God you need to step back evaluate what your purpose is.
One thing I have learned and know for sure from this point on, prayer is going to be a priority at The Crossing and in my personal life. I will have a commitment to and dependance on seeking God and giving Him total control.
